This morning I had to retype my stupid psych lab because of stupid learnlink and maybe in part because of my own idiocy.

And tomorrow I have two exams. I had one this morning for Evolution of Acquired Behavior and it didn't go too well. I just didn't care really. I studied about 15 minutes for it before class. I should start taking better notes in class.

So tonight I have to learn two weeks worth of Logic and two weeks worth of Psych Stats in one night. Psych I'm not too worried about, but I'm so behind in Logic class that it will take me hours to learn this stuff and then some more hours to practice them in problems.

So what if I do poorly. As long as I pass, right? God. It looks like I'm going to graduate next year, but then what. There's no way I can get into a decent grad program. I will most likely end up going back to New York.

Registered for a semester's worth of classes for the summer. Will most likely be living in this cute apt at Highland Lake. I WILL shake of this immobility, this catatonia.

I will rise above myself! Yes, yes I will. I can. I must.

I have only recently realized how DRAMATIC I can be.

My interview with Joel Godard is going to be in Friday's, tomorrow's copy. So excited! I hope they didn't do a massive re-edit. I hope someone will mention it to me on campus. The entertainment editor sure liked it. She was quite surprised, as if she were expecting a piece of crap. Hopefully this will put me on the right track to being able to interview Seamus. Ah, Seamus.

Okay. no time to waste. I'm going to cook up some fried rice and take it with me to the library. Or maybe just some string beans I have to use up. Or maybe I should eat at the DUC? Still 75 meals left and I started with 80 at the beginning of the semester.

So if you're not to busy, come visit me in the library. I'll probably be on the 4th floor in my office/hole in the wall. Stop in to say "hi" or to wake me up.

I can't wait till tomorrow night. I'm going to relax, hang out with my old roomies and hand them their birthday presents and they'll be happy and I'll be happy and I will have no impending assignment due.

I hope I'll get some sleep tonight. maybe I'll sleep on one of those NICE couches in Matheson.