Yeah.

Rode up with Joy, ate at Zaxby's for the first time. Not bad.

This conference has really made me realize that I have a decision to make and I really can't keep going on like I have been and I wish I could go more into detail with this or talk to somebody about this situation that I can't seem to get out of but I can't, because people read this crap diary and because virtually everyone I know has an affiliation. I know this makes no sense. Sorry.

SOMEONE IS MAKING POPCORN!

I love how I never have to wonder what's for lunch or dinner at these conferences. Sat lunch is pizza with some salad, dinner is bbq pulled pork with macaroni and cheese and coleslaw and Sun lunch is Chinese takeout. Brings to mind the constant menus of the SST...I remember myself in junior high at the SST in Newton, MA and I can laugh and cringe at the same time but Oh! how great those years were and how much fun we had, my class and I and I still remember Aunty Virginia's lecture on brothers and ha! that was funny.

I have been doing a lot of thinking today, and whenever I think I get depressed. I am depressed (valid, 1,2, MP) I'm going to lay down (gotta get up at 7 am tomorrow, such is the schedule of these confs) and try to clear this stupid boggled head of mine.

I really do need to grow up.

Goodnight.